You Know What?

I don't care that my ex-stalker found my blog (maybe?)

I know he found out I got married and went on an angry rant. I don't care that he said harsh things about me and about the people in my life. All I care about is that he stays the fuck away from us.

I don't think he found the blog. I just think he did a simple google search and found my twitter page, as well as my wedding website.

It's been 4 years and he just won't let it go. Even when the FBI, Austin Police Department, and my embassy got involved. I guess that's what happens when you truly believe God talks to you. I just want to erase all of that from my life. And no matter how hard I try I still have nightmares about him molesting me.

That feeling in the pit of my stomach - it makes me sick. He makes me sick.

But he won't take this away from me.